12 2 / 2012
Familiar.
Last time i felt this way was towards the end of 2008.
Everything seems familiar all of a sudden.
I do things and find myself asking a few hours later, “why the heck did i just do that? what on earth was i thinking? Meryl, seriously now.”
Another death. One shouldn’t really get stuck in the mourning. Every life and death has something to teach us. I look at this recent one.. and ponder.
Gifts..are means to an end. But use the gifts wrongly and get disorderly attached to it..it contradicts the purpose for which it has been given.
Yes, i remember 2008 towards December and how i stopped everything.
One last nerve to tap and i might do the same again.
Meaning.
Emptiness.
Meaning..
