06 2 / 2012
Everything and Nothing.
“Everything means nothing If i ain’t got you.” No matter how sick and tired some of y’all must be of that line. It never fails to hunt me and to serve as help for constantly checking out where my soul is, has gone and still is going to.
I’ve seen the emptiness of all these things. None of it means anything without you in it. I’ve been dragging myself..in agony of having to return to something i thought i would never again be part of. But your will seems to be leading me where i would rather not go if only i were to please myself and remain comfortable..
But then again, your will alone nourishes me and so if i run away from whatever you want me to launch into, I’d end up lifeless.
Everything is just means to the ultimate end.
I wouldn’t go back to this if only for shallow reasons.
There is no real music without you.
Creature self-destructs when it tries to shut out its creator.
The created thing, when used as an end in itself, will lose its meaning.
Pointless.